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Now and then Nostalgia. Hiu Wai. Everything happens for a reason and I don't believe in happy endings. Miracles do happen if you believe in them. Life goes on and shit happens, continue walking and go for it.For life is too short to be anything but happy. I know i'm fat and short.Still, Mad love for chocolates. ;> x o x o x o
Tuesday, October 26, 2010 Hi,I like you. Supz? :> Monday- Had enrichment again, but this time it was felt magic! Pretty cool since we got to do felt and played with it HAHA. Alicia,dionnis,cherie,ezrella and crystal. :> Had tons of fun playing and fooling around. " Er I'm going to keep it as a souvenir." " You mean.. as one whole felt?.." " Er ya?" HAHAHAHAHA. Went back class for payment for g3 matesssssssss, pet and co. waited for me hehehehe. Went with pet,hafi,saritha,bernetta,yuqi,syahirah to csm :> Told them it was a nice place hehehehehex in the end they all liked it. Oh but it's my mum and me's hideout place so i better not see you when i go with moi mama k. :( HAHAHAHAA Anyway so bought cute little stickers there, went to popular to check out the next year's textbooks. Had pepperlunch for lunch and stupid syahirah bern hafi all don't want to eat because they wanted to see baek seung jo!!!!!!! :( Stupid smelly man~ Went home and finished off..... one letter. HAHAHA Oh and received fabulous news. :> Today- Checking of papers, courses etc etc. Science Mr chong didnt come in. >:-) Hmt was so boring and stuffy because air-con was spoilt and was totally. -__- Recess we skipped it because of stuffs~ Math was okay. Lit was pretty nice until when all of us nearly fell asleep and nsl gave us breaks HAHA Oh eng mdm ng let us watch hello!!! omg she downloaded it thanks hAHAHAHAHAH geog ms sim didnt come in. O_O Class did something hyehyeh. :> Intending to start doing my cards now. Needs to finish by today. :/ Next read books, organise open house stuffs. Sleep. Tomorrow we're getting back our report books. and it's also the last 2 days in g3. Sucks like hell. :-( OH YEAH BABE. I'm flying soon to meet my key and jiyong soon in korea. kekekekekekekekekeke ^-^ Needs to buy coldwear omg so rush lah i have open house then camp then birthday then in no time it's coming!!!!! :( Oh no. :-( Let's go back.
Sunday, October 24, 2010 Seagulls. Heyo heyo! K I'm sorry for being a bitch to neglect my blog k nobody's tagging I'm sad. Argh whatever k anyway. I'm going to blog long post with very few pix. hyehyeh. I forgot what date what day so it's the day when exams are over. Went over to ikea with ruishan,clarice,cherie,petrina,dionnis,gracia,alicia,bernetta and i forgot HAHA. talk and talk and talk for very long cos we were waiting for the afternoon one we didnt want to eat omelettes and stuff. :> Ate meatballs (K) and to anchorpoint to buy something. Walked over to dionnis's house, watched playful kiss~ Bused to central to get stickys and shopped. Others went home thru bus but me,petrina and genevieve didnt want to go home so actually decided to go to 313, but because we were too tired HAHA so abort~ Petrina didnt want to go home so she went toa payoh to get i-dont-know-what HAHA. Sums up everything= great day. :) Friday didnt go to school because CSP exams. So went out in a 1/2 class amt outing! Moose,khadi,bat,fajar,clarice,ruishan,atikah,petrina,hafizah,saritha,bernetta,ayisha,hema,genevieve and me I FORGOT THERE WAS TOO MANY PEOPLE HAHAHAHA. Met with bat in mrt early morning went bb and found the others ate at macs~ Headed to the idk club for bowling~ :> The uncle at the counter was really annoying HAHA Played and played pretty well hehe quite unexpected but i was 3rd but ya whatever HAHAHA Paid money and everyone was thankful for having the whole class comm ( k not all) there so much easier HAHA (Y) went on to laserquest and waited for say 40 minutes since one game was 20minutes or so. Wait was definitely paid off because laserquest was like (K)(K)(K) omg the best damn fun~ My team lost.... :( K HAHA a few went home and a few people came to my house! :> Played table tennis at my house ( why don't i have a pool table. ) After a few tries had matches and stuff then pet,hafi,bern,saritha and alot of people literally gave up and went to watch playful kiss again in my room while me and clarice played table tennis HAHA fun~ Hmm yay. :) Saturday- Stayed at home until 3+ Went out with family until 4+ Went to Alicia's house to complete the podcast HAHA dam funny thanks k it was very very very funny. Left at around 7.30 and went to orchard with 111 Stupid girl me couldn't see where the bus was going so dropped down real early and I realized they were in 313 -_______- Walked from basically wheelock alll the way to somerset yay. Mum bought a bag there very happy but i happy girl also cos i ate sakae while she was shopping HAHA Walked again, feet pain.. :( Sums up a tiring yet fun day HAHA Er Sunday & Monday- Sleep late+shows+slacking in the house. The feeling's great. :> Tuesday- Went back to school real early at 10am for house matters, realized we needed to plan the interhouse games hahaha. I'm not going to complain but just one sentence It was fresh and new, so yeah not used to the sudden demands by teachers and seniors. We'll do better. :) Did the plans without lunch all the way until 3+ Went on to vivo with moose and then realized that the other g3 mates went off~ Still got a good meal for all of us we went with beverly,emily to vivo cos they were having their hockey outing~ We saw bat there HAHAHA and hockey people, ate our lunch, too tired and cos still had to finish up proposal and stuff so just went home. :) Tired but fufilling day. :> Wednesday- Interhouse games. I feel indignant and i feel super innocent.Everyone was scolding me for stuffs which wasn't even under me. I am only the facilitator which is giving instructions which are given to me. They scolded me for everything including crowd control+logistics+point taking. Yay. But still, I think I did a good job but had so much more to improve. I know i can do it k yay. :) Thursday- Doom. I prefer not to talk about it since it's not a really good thing and from the few emo posts from below you'd know it. So kthxbyebye. Friday- Had enrichment! Went to baking with cherie,dionnis,alicia,petrina,amy,sha-naz~ Did baked ice cream at first, hmmmmmmmmmmm mine was okay at first. Oh i partnered petrina, cherie dionnis and alicia partnered tgt. LOL PETRINA ONLY GAVE MORAL SUPPORT I WHISK THE THING UNTIL I GOT BLISTER Petrina if you are seeing this, do take note you need to buy me chocolates k HAHA. Was pretty fun but the end product was like so-so, wasn't that good since the oven was -___- Headed to do brownies, decided not to put in so much cocoa powder since i ate Uma's one and it was like srsly bitter like mad. Hyeh. Turned out okay, was very nice. Left over 1hour++ so talked about subject combination~ stayed back and talk about subject combination again until 2+, went to student leadership forum. Tajong pajar person came, she was really friendly and stuff. Yep HAHA. Joanna was totally sleeping beside me lah omg! Went home, tired girl HAHAHA Saturday- Basically, i spent my whole day thinking about subject combination and watching videos. Yayaye :) Evening, went for dinner with family, dad's friends and cousins ( usual routine lah HAHA ) Really nice food except that prawns were too much. Everything was bought live to be more fresh or whatever I heard from my mum whee~ :> Had dinner for god-knows-how-many-hours but it's usual HAHA Went home, talked to parents about subject combination and other stuffs. :-) Today- woke up late (Y) Computer-ed the whole day thanks submitted subject combination hope it works. Keep telling myself that tomorrow onwards there will be no tinge of sadness. Facebook omg there's like almost 50 people like my status and trust me there's so much to write i used up all my time. :> Nice day, I'm going to write my letters now. Afterwards, if i am not tired read some books have some drinks and off to sleep. Oh and, Yep. // Oh and. I will not be sad or anything already or at least in school because there's less than a week to seperation of g3, treasure this times, make it shine and note in mind: Miracles do happen. LOVEYOU G3 HERE I COME TOMORROW. :> Let's go back.
Thursday, October 21, 2010 Fallbacks. You know i really really wanted to post up happy posts instead of emo stuffs like this. Told myself to post today after the results, hoping so badly it'd be a good one then there'll be happy stuffs for me to post. Er so now, apparently i had really really really really bad results. Okay I don't want people to start cussing me saying that I've done well, It's not that you see. I tried so hard, i wanted something more. I don't know why there's always these kind of things. My eoy-s are screwed now. So is my subject combination too. Gah someone just screw me up and let me die. Oh and, No one understand what. Checking of marks just drained my whole day. Not to mention what happened after i reached home. Why man why. Let's go back.
Friday, October 15, 2010 Sunshine. Hi i am barry lazy to post but basically. Life was awesome these few days. Like really, the besttttttttttttttttt. We're getting back out papers on thursday. Someone help me. Tomorrow there's house stuff. There's only less than half a month for g3 mates already. That's fast, I'm only to spend it wisely. PLEASE PRAY I BRING MY CAMERA. :( Till then, Byebye, i will post soon :> Let's go back.
Sunday, October 10, 2010 WE CAN DO IT. HARRO Im not supposed to be blogging and yeah last post was quite a few days ago but anyway exams are starting tomorrow! as much as i dont want it to come it's coming yes it's tomorrow I'm really afraid, but pretty excited for exams to be over in 4 days! Actually i'm pretty much afraid more than excited. Think the exciting part would be when i finish my science paper before time and i'll be smiling till i die whee~ So good luck to everyone let's do this okay!!!!! All of you have been revising so hard i know all of you can do it. I've been revising too at least so let's just finish this last lap with all we have and miracles do happen for a reason so don't stop believeing~ Everyone is going through this tough period but be positive ! (like come on who's the one who wrote the wrong format T_T) life sucks. K nvm life doesn't suck! K actually this is some self encouraging post for me to continue hanging there even though im shitty-ly not prepared for exams. It's okay it's okay. I can do it come on!!!! Please answer my prayers and please let me pass through this. Please and thank you, i love everyone. Lastly, enjoy whatever time is left with your friends every single second k there's no rewind to it anymore so treasure it, enjoy it while it lasts and slick it in and hope it sticks. -Cars. We can do this. Let's go back.
Friday, October 8, 2010 Mar. Hey guys So it's going to reach 12am soon and i'm still here yep gonna write a post for mariana tan. so........... Mariana tan i'm going to keep this in composure lest i cry again. :( So mariana it's been quite a long time since you appeared in my (shitty) life and er apparently you were damn shy in your nanyang uniform lah LOL HAHAHAHA then i was sitting beside moose and you were behind moose then don't know what happen you sit beside me but i was sad that i wasn't sitting beside moose... blah k shall not whining and dragging SO ANYWAY YOU BECAME MY TABLE PARTNER HAHAHAHA i think since august or something. Times were fun teehee. Like singing of songs and you always trying to recommend songs to me and like people will never know what are we doing. You're always paying attention in class and asks me not to sleep. Basically cos you know i kind of punch her (SHE DOESNT MIND HOR HAAH ;>) then i will be awake or ask her to squeeze me or something. So er ya and then we alwayssssss crap and you will defend ms azrina and i will tell every thing to you and stuff lah THEN YOU WENT TO AMERICA DK WHERE I ALSO CONFUSED WHERE ARE YOU WHAT SATAROGA(?!)/SAN FRANSISCO ? I didnt even know lah walao what happened to going away for 2 weeks to renew green card!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANYWAY. So yeah she left me alone in shitty singapore, luckily got dionnis they all if not think i'd go into depression. So yeah i'm like supposed to be alone but er i kind of got scared that teachers would sit at mar's seat so i change my direction. K whatever. So yeah she's in america now and we're not lesbian LOL I just miss her shitloads. :( Life without her is pretty boring........ Pe also. So Mariana Tan: Everyone misses you like hell but yes we can't do anything to it. So we'll continue missing you, you better miss us also or i slap the shit out of you HAHA. this feeling isn't right without you, we'll live on and keep in contact yo. Don't ever forget us or i will really !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! chukuoyimida~ (i think only alicia knows HAHAHAHAHA keeeeeeeek keeek) Lastly, It's your birthday today. ( okay to be honest i kind of forgot until Gene was like do you know what day is it it's mar birthday okay I AM SORRY I REALLY AM WHO ASK YOUR EXAMS IN THIS PERIOD OF TIME. ) So i became kind of sad? Cos we could have actually celebrated your birthday but all i can do is one post and one msn note. And facebook post obviously. It's kind of sad, cos there is like just so many things i want to do with you after exams , (eh our sakae sushi buffet.) But k this is not supposed to be a sad post im making this sad and i'm crying now walao you see I don't like Marmar now cos she always makes me cry. I.am.serious. SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIANA. EVERYONE MISSES YOU INCLUDING THE TEACHERS AND ME AND THE WHOLE G3 OBVIOUSLY. ENJOY YOUR LAST FEW MINUTES OF YOUR BIRTHDAY AND I KNOW YOU WANT TO SPEND IT WITH ME. ;) Oh but wait for a surprise kluvyou. Let's go back.
Wednesday, October 6, 2010 Last straw. I DID SOMETHING WRONG. THIS IS SO STUPID I THINK I AM THE DUMBEST PERSON ON EARTH NOW. THE LAZIEST ONE TOO. okay okay okay I CAN DO IT GO HIU WAI! i feel like im talking to myself but er ya I CAN DO IT ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! K back to math tuition homework oops. luvyou gene. :) Let's go back.
Sunday, October 3, 2010 250m. i saw this on twitter so... I AM A WARRIOR I CAN SURVIVE THIS OR THIS IS THE LAST 250M LAP PERSERVERE AND ALL THE WAY. I SHOULDN'T BE BLOGGING BUT THIS IS A WAY TO MAKE ME PERSERVERE. having mood swings for the past week keep on crying and laughing and going so angry and keep forgetting every single thing. Everyone is studying their madass off and i'm like still here blogging People study until 1am at night, i wake up at 11am and sleep at 11+ yay me THIS IS NOT WORKING PLEASE COME ON JUST 3 MORE DAYS OR RATHER 2 MORE DAYS TO EXAMS WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME CRIED JUST NOW COS I COULDN'T GET BANANA MILKSHAKE. I DONT KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING I REALLY DONT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME UNDERSTAND ALL MY GEOG LIT SCIENCE MATH ENG CHI AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOR LIFE. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. Last 250 m lap. I can do it yo. k byebye it's 11.45 wanted to start on lit but i'm so tired now so goodnight and byebye and let's pray real hard for this week. Can i just say it for once? Please Fml and i really need a break. wait i am a warrior. so. I REALLY NEED A BREAK AFTER EXAMS. I AM A WARRIOR NOW SO YES OFF TO PADDLE FINISH MY 250M. Lol k i am lame stopk bye. Let's go back.