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Now and then Nostalgia. Hiu Wai. Everything happens for a reason and I don't believe in happy endings. Miracles do happen if you believe in them. Life goes on and shit happens, continue walking and go for it.For life is too short to be anything but happy. I know i'm fat and short.Still, Mad love for chocolates. ;> x o x o x o
Sunday, August 29, 2010 Rewind. Hello "Nothing is better than a iloveyou " Today is kind of gonna be the last day i can slack whole day alr i have officially 1 minute to post so yep love all of you Mariana's starting school in another 2 days :( OKAY BYE EVERYONE WILL BE ON FACEBOOK IF I GO ON THE COMPUTER. WILL NOT BE UPDATING. THANKS AND KEEP THE TAGS GOING I LOVE ALL MY READERS. Especially Genevieve chan iluvyou K IT'S OFFICIALLY END OF THE DAY KBYE. luvv Let's go back.
Friday, August 27, 2010 The best things in life; "A strong person knows how to keep their life in order. Even with tears in their eyes,they still manage to say 'I'm okay' with a smile." -Annonymous. Hi genevieve chan wei di my darlingz. Here's a post for you. We're all vulnerable, weak and fragile. Things seem to daunt us, things seem to attract to us, possible all bad things. 'Life sucks. I dont wanna live.' It's amazing how we've manage to survive through this, looking at how weak we are. Everyday's an adventure, thrilling or fightening;fun or lame;happy or sad. As hard as we try, as hard as we fall, but the harder you'll learn. Life's a process,making you learn and making you challenge yourself. Everything seems to hate you, don't forget there's still a stupid fool waiting for you always (Your darlingz hoho). Even when the sun isn't shining anymore, and even when the whole world is gonna bring us down, we can do it. For life is (nothing) but obstacles. Iloveyou Genevieve darlingz because you're 1 person who's practically really similar to me. Luvyou ainio!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ps/ I FOUND THE RUSSIAN TWINS I WANT TO DIE OUT OF HAPPINESS BYE PEOPLE OFF TO LOVE RUSSIAN TWINS WOOHOOO OHMYGOD ^-^ Key is da #1 in pink ohmygod ;> Let's go back.
I'm trying,hard enough. Someone's got to tell the truth, you've got to understand that it's the truth. You'll have to realize why am i doing this, you'll have to understand why am i doing this.You're not the only one suffering,everyone is.Let's be honest, you can't mend a broken heart, neither can you live a fairytale.Shit always happens,life has to go on, forget about it. For all that you know,maybe it was a misunderstanding and misunderstandings were understandings yet not to be.I'm apologizing,Sorry. Hello to everyone, today's been a great day. (not) I'm going to have an awesome night tonight (right) Let's have the fun of our lives in the weekends (i wish) Can you stop being so ridiculous? (Of course not) I'm sorry, forgive me. ~~(Okay.)~~ Sorry everyone everything's making me go sad. Well let's cheer up. :> Today's been fun in school (not so actually) but still. Pe was awesome,english was dead,science was disgusting,math was saddening. ah well. It's friday! But it's not tgif. It's a whyisitfridaywithmyparents. Dionnis's being stalked HAHAHAHAHA. I'm still missing the russian twin...... and mariana. I have no plans for today, basically because i have only tuition homework. -__- Teevee is the only source of entertainment. Why do i have a feeling this whole shit is gonna repeat. I dont understand why you dont understand. I need to devise a plan. It's tiring when you're struggling so hard for survival. Someone please tell me this isn't true and what i'm having is a dream. Lastly before i say bye, someone wake me up. Bye bye :( Really need a hug now, where were you? Come back. Let's go back.
Thursday, August 26, 2010 It's just a dream. Hello is there a way to stop all the clocks and fate from a-ticking you from me? I wished there was. Hoho babes! Life's been fun, sad , tired,happy,normal,epic? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i'm not waiting for anything currently. Nothing's special's been going on. Oh wait yes e-learning. Elearning has been shitty as usual thx it's so stupid i wanna cry. Sleeps at 2am everyday is not good as all screw e-learning. My 11-oclock policy is not really working it's kinda weird. Today is a sad/happy day because there was no homework but felt really weird. I miss Marmar :( God i feel like crying now. Closing ceremony was awesome i'm missing yog now i haven't even see the russian twin for the second time :< Ohmygod Dream concert is happening in singapore which is equals to bigbang ohmygod. Someone kill me they dont come to singapore usually!!!!!!!! Shinee's a huge bonus my key! Faints. I'm still missing mariana :( Can't believe she's starting school in another 4 more days and is ditching me. Tomorrow shall be a homework day since i didnt do anything at all i feel like a pig man. Hope tomorrow will be a better day. I think it will ;> Let's pray together yeah? ;> Oh no. Now it's pretty impossible after i saw the timtable. Science+english+geog+lit is not good. Fridays were never good i forgot double ng ftw much? -__- K let's still pray for miracles. Kthxbye iluvgene's quote :> Think of me. Let's go back.
Sunday, August 22, 2010 All those pointless drama. Many times we try, real hard enough and we fall real hard enough, no one appreciates it.When things appear up to a certain extent everything starts to collapse and we're using all our mights to keep certain things hanging in position.sometimes, you might even let go, pieces of puzzles fall,lost for words. That's life. and when life starts to challenge you, just get a grip and start picking up all the lost pieces, and let's start from the very beginning.Everything will fit together, no matter how unfit they are individually. Press on,Be a survivor. Yo woman, i love you x 101 so yep nothing's gonna knock us down oh yeah oh yeah who cares about life oh yeah it's all about yourself and the world oh yeah oh yeah~ HAHAHAHA K LOVEYOU WOMAN EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT AND THE SUN WILL BE UP TOMORROW AND TA-DA ;> Life sucks, we suck, that's why we click together. ;> Goodness, it's been ages since i post! Hoho to everyone who's been reading my blog. Leave a tag to keep my persevered to blog thx. ;> should i change my background picture i shall take time after my e-learning Do take note i am #1 because i used the time i'm supposed to do e-learning to blog! E-learning sucks. H.A.R.D.C.O.R.E I don't know why but i've been doing e-learning async for 1 day and 4 hours and it's amazing how i've not yet finished it. Today see-ree-eious-lee sucks. with homework elearning mania, hunger pangs,fatfatfat,homeworkhomeworkhomework,stupid stupidstupid. K shall not elaborate. I'm missing my tv time (though i dont really have a tv time on sunday) Really feel like going out but i can't. I really wanna party all of a sudden to get all my irritating thoughts off. E-learning sucks. Even so, skipping 3 days of school jealous? ;> Have to wake up at 7.30 tomorrow whatthehell. Imma tired galz now i'll post next time! Off to do elearning till late night so to those who still havent do your elearning pray you die from all the workload!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! K byebye. I'm fed up with you, seriously. Let's go back.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010 I'll breathe my last air with you. Hey sexy how was today? It was superb for me! ;> School was fun with stella and others. ( not.) Russian twins are damn oh.my.god. I love Russians and German-z ;> I cannot tahan thx. K Taekwondo is damn cool. Wrestling is damn cool. Went home with petrina on saritha's car. Thankyou saritha and your dad ;> hehe(K) Hungry petrina = pasar malam in causeway. Causeway point at like so damn late thx HAHA damn fun ;> Petrina is a stupid person who thinks that the russians are not hot :( G Dragon's birthday was definitely a blast i can feel it~ Tracy is crazy.. like me. ;) Song by demand in the bus was awesome and yep everything's pretty smooth today except for sleeping in tests which i managed to cope too. ( good/bad) K I love YOG. Lastly... I love Russians and I shall not look at singapore guys ever again ( not like i did anywayLOL) K bye. ;> Let's go back.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010 Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah~ Hi pooop teheee. i'm blogging! :> You know, usuals like homework, studystudystudy(?) :( Loads of tests with tons of projects :< Dionnis's husband is damn retarded k. "So k R= ..... V (LOL SINCE RESISTANCE IS NOT V THANKS.)" "huh... oh okay......... " " k so ..... kefcjejrhgnjrhg" "hu.." "Oh wait it's not V oh it's ohm. (-___-) Yog is here and yog opening ceremony was awesome! missed dionnis and cherie they all like crap because they went for yog thing. Super sad i want to go too :( went to watch rowing on monday morning (skipped school jealous?;>) super fun jolene was a irritating shit because she was like totally into her face paint and was showing off that she learnt art HAHAHA PIECE OF SHIT. Rowing is a must watch it's super cool and all and maybe cos it's like we're more interested maybe never see before Stupid Mr poon is being a asshole k giving the tix like so unfair and stuff then it's like so disorganised and everything bet he won't even explain why. If he does, confirm oh no money. NO MONEY MEANS I CANNOT GO AH OFF ALL PEOPLE ME HUH SHIT YOU.K relax i'm joking hehe. All the way singapore ;> Really into YOG mood this few days super cool and super happy because of YOG. Maybe the.. Athletes? ;> Gonna watch Taekwondo finals tomorrow woohoo hapz girl i'm gonna like go mad ;> Champion seminar presentation yesterday super scary yet super amazing iluvallmyseniors HAHAH I'm supposed to be doing homework now. I don't know why i am blogging because there's just too many things to do.sighz. All the best for YOG and yes off from here now k byebye. I've been posting regularly so do tag! :( [edit] HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWON JI YONG (gd)!!!!!!!! :> You're forever my biggest fun i love you more than anything else k i specially bought teenage (like so long after again) all because of you!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH OMG HAHAHAHA FAN GIRL SCREAMS I WANT TO SEE YOU SOON COME BACK TO KOREA NOW LUVVVVV!!!! Have an awesome day k actually your birthday is just over it's 12am now:( but anyway glad you had a nice day love you !!! Plagiarisms are stupid because you're the best ;>K happy birthday to you~ saranghaeyo. [/edit] Let's go back.
Friday, August 13, 2010 It hurts. Hey poopies! today is dedication day! :> and one picture per person! :> Qianying- hello Luvable! :> Picture means loads of memories, i'm missing you like seriously alot k omg :( we need to catch up real soon after all our tests and stuffs, and also you've been a great friend since i dont know when, so yep you're 1 friend who is real understanding and amazingly we kinda click ;> Let's go out together and run together okay!!! Invite SiangQin too ;> In conclusion, you're the best among the best and let's continue keeping in contact until we turn old( as in until we can take care of ourselves and everything haha) then we'll go out and shop till we drop! I can totally imagine that ;> Luvyoux101! This is for Dionnis! Hi dionnis apparently yes we love to have fun and bitch and basically i realize how important you are after you went for yog hehehe come back soon k missyou(K) Everything good will explain you (; (except for jc part thanks AHAHA) i know you like hot guys me too go and hug him ;> I can imagine you hugging algeria guy ohmygod!!!!!!!! hehehe k you know i loveyoualot so yes deeper than the oceans and wider than the sky ;> *special post: i know you like Mr Jc, aka your husband. I KNOW K I KNOW HAHAHAHAAH IT'S OKAY I LIKE KEY,JIYONG,NICHKHUN,AND MAYBE THAT ALGERIA GUY? ;> hehehe k luvyou lah. only you say your husband hot gross. THIS IS FOR AMY!!!!!!! Hi banana, you've been a great banana!!!! (except for the dao-ing me in the banana hi-5) teehee. Luvyou like shitloads because you totally understand me and cheer me up ALWAYS hehehehehe with all your stuff i loveyou loads k teach me some of yourkorean stuff teehee Bananapower!!!!!!!!!!!! this picture is because i want to go to the beach with you and forget everything we have currently!! :( life's a train and yep we'll just have to stop at the beach station ;> I know you'll wear a bikini HAHA k joking k loveyoumuaxhzx! DO TAKE NOTE ALL THE DEDICATIONS DOESNT DIFFER BY LENGTH OF HOW I POST K I LOVE ALL OF YOU EQUALLY NO MATTER WHAT BECAUSE YOU ALL ROCKKKKKK. Hello everyone! Sad news, good news? English was boring pe was fun without mr ho and volleyball recess was idiotic cos no olive rice :< math was pretty scary alicia and me was freaking out over small things HAHAHA. lit was.......... (no comments) Why is facebook so dead today? :< Mari is leaving us and me for good hatechew table mate :<> Cried because heard that mari was leaving. felt weird today maybe cos there's no dionnis and cherie and stuffs, ah well. House in the weekends (not sure) tons of test and homeworks coming up life sucks. Off to eat chocolates k byebye! Let's go back.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010 I'm just. tired Hello sad post ftw? :( I'm sad and disappointed. To be honest i've never been able to comprehend you but still.At least i can sense your presence and i'm hoping at least you know i'm there. I feel ridiculously small and invisible whenever i'm with you, why? Because.. you never let go and take a look around you. Thanks for that. Okay erasing the sad mood in progress, let's pretend i didnt see anything ;> Life's been very tiring!(As always) Today's music was like dead boring okay, because everyone was totally not listening and ms low is getting on our nerves.Science i was really regretful because i really feel asleep during science lesson and the feeling sucks okay, like you're trying so hard to stay focused but you just fall asleep. Why that never happened in primary school. After school the weather was getting so irritating okay thanks,it poured like some kind of shit when we were going home, totally spoilt my mood, felt so sleep the whole day i swear. didnt know what homework we had because of that falling-asleep-part. in the end fell asleep while doing homework, didnt have the push to do anything at all which was really -___- Overall today sucked. With parents scolding, no motivation to do ANYTHING (except for sleeping), even now after i sleep for so long i still feel like sleeping, not knowing what homework to do, super guilty for eating so much today, feels kind of.. sad you know just those kind of sad where you really need a hug. "Hey mum can you give me a hug? :( Pretty please i want a hug" "No can't you see i am busy" Thanksssssss alot. ON A LIGHTER SIDE I OWE MELISSA CHEONG A POST ! :> hi Melissa + points about you: cheerful,happy,fun,#1 Angel ! :> AHAHA ALOT MORE IT'S JUST LIKE ANGEL SUMS UP EVERYTHING ISN'T IT ;> -Points Maybe you shall be happier huhu ;> Any troubles talk to meeeeeee~ :> LAST THING YOU ARE THE BEST LOVEYOUMAXXXXXXXXXXX K GIMME A HUG NEXT TIME YOU SEE ME HAHAHA BUT THAT'LL BE RANDOM.. SO WE'LL SEE HOW IT GOES ;> Best best (K)(L)(F) I so shy suddenly HAHA. Till then, XXX. Let's go back.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010 Gonna stand there and watch me burn, HI THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF A PHOTO SPAM AND DO TAKE NOTE I TOOK ALONG TIME TO DO THIS SO THANKS HOPE YOU'LL KEEP READING AND TAG LUV. Mong's house today team(sec2&3) bbq ;> morning woke up early to meet eileen and angelia at westmall went to thomson plaza did the cute cute thing idk what ntuc with gina and jolene crapped alot, off to jolene's house to prepare took a cab and illegally 'hid' angelia because we had 5 people Prawn juice coming out of the plastic bag IN THE CAB DAMN GROSS I SWEAR. went to mong's house, the best me made the fire so proud of myself hehe. had fun, gossiped,bbq-ed,talked again played in water awwww went to eat dinner for the thing thing. [edit] After bbq, went for dinner with relatives and cousins, I could watch the paradeover there in the restaurant thanks i know it's cool ;> Played and fooled around,basically it was fun but there was no.... k nvm why am i saying this on a blog k byebye. [/edit] Family day: woke up early morning prepared cos of ic stuff bad weather many changes very tiring very fun very epic Mr ho capsized ROFL. i had no idea what did we do after family day HAHAHAHAHAH. Land training: before land training had plenty of time played stuffs a,e,i,o,u game with poses eg man-ish,girlish,kpop,macho LOL. wii before trg. EPIC HAHAHAHA MUST READ. natascha and angelia was 'competing' in the canoeing wii race then was like 1,2,3 start. THEN THEY PADDLE LIKE SOME MAD DOG HAHAHAHAH AND THEY REALLY USEDS SO MUCH STRENGTH AND STUFF HAHAHAAH. and then.................................................... afterrounds and rounds and rounds and rounds Cherie's cramps finally was okay and she looked at the screen, then she said" I DONT KNOW WHY ARE YOU ALL USING SO MUCH STRENGTH WHEN IT'S JUST A PRACTICE" HAHAHAHA. Get joke? If dont get it i dont care cos it's damn funny hehe ;> 5. went for training, after training went to play crocodile. 6.ridiculously epic. 7. murderer, MOST EPIC LOOK FOR MY HEARTBEAT MOMENT THX. 8. fun day (K) vivocity (AKA march-august birthday babies celebration! :>) went over to vivo waited for people and organised everything mdm azlina bought oreo (custom made) and fruit cake from prima deli! :> hehehe damn nice it was very expensive :( ate and played water wanted to eat sushi tei and after tonssssss of decision settled on food republic. juniors were somehow......... Funny. Played with water in the end became so wet because of someone called cherie~ The place became nc16. truth or dare + dying shirts homesweethome with genevieve all the way from one end to another ;> truth or truth with her damn awesome luvher4eva HAHAH. Racial harmony day: awesome day very scary because alicia and amy and i got stucked in the toilet when assembly was happening WERE FREAKING OUT THANKS BECAUSE WE DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO. decided on me having a painful stomach, alicia an amy is helping me turns out the first person we see is ms cheong(vp) -___- I wanted to die the whole world is staring at me. Racial harmony turned out well! I like the costume 'sponsored' by fajar thanks fajar luvv ;> Fun day max ;> National day celebration~: uber fun heheeheh has house duty went early for dance practise had dance duty super fun on the gallery when you feel tall for once ;) didnt eat :< chiong back to class to change class tee~ Went back to dionnis and co. wah damn high plz i tell you i was screaming at the top of my lungs. took pix max. Awesome day. Oh this is before the vivo trip winkz. cineleisure trip (before pbl showcase): petrina and co. didnt wait for us :< went to cine had fun, muslims and shinee peeps went to kfc, we went to pepperlunch~ Queue was damn long cherie doesnt like pepperlunch because it's over-priced for a set of lunch. Actually, i agree;> Frolick frolick frolick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yum yum yay for colourful cereals~ loiter around, went to neoprint shop. Check out facebook for more photos thanks we were spamming in the neoprint shop HAHAH headed back for pbl showcase, which was quite sad cos only 2 parents came. YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I know people have been complaining about a dead blog. SO HERE IS IT A PICTURE SHOWS A THOUSAND WORDS. so many pictures. enough to cover my mistakes of a dead blog. this is also for my tablemate mariana tan lee na who is in america who is eating italian beef and stays in som place where you have a swimming pool inside your house (shityou), watching snsd(thanks i totally know you like taeyeon from your dp lol),and lastly GONNA DITCH ME HERE FOREVER AND EVER!!!!!! Ah anyway pictures for you to see and enjoy and lastly. I love amy because she has been the one to let me keep this blog alive!!! I TOOK DAMN LONG TO POST ALL THIS SHIT SO THANKS LOVE ME K. I LOVEYOU AMY!!!!! LET'S WEBCAM SOME OTHER DAY AGAIN. K it's 1am and idk what now.tomorrow i have tuition so byebye. Let's go back.