Hiu Wai. Everything happens for a reason and I don't believe in happy endings. Miracles do happen if you believe in them. Life goes on and shit happens, continue walking and go for it.For life is too short to be anything but happy.
I know i'm fat and short.Still,
Mad love for chocolates. ;>
x o x o x o

Happy 100th post to touchmeand-ibeep@bs ♥
I love Hiuwai for giving me her 100th post.
I love herrrrrr ♥'
Okay its not going to be a pleasant post. Sorry guys.

I think I'm really stupid.
Every time I just disappoint myself.
Again and again its like that.
I just hate myself for being a fool.
Its so silly isn't it.
I hate myself.
I hate myself until I'm going crazy.
I keep making stupid promises.
I can't keep promises that I make.
And I keep telling myself to keep it.
But before I know it, I just promise something else.
I make too many excuses, too busy, no time.
I want to stop making empty promises.
Just stop hurting people.
They tell me they're fine.
But its not isn't it?
No more chances.
I shall just pile myself in workload.
So I don't have time to think about stupid stuff.
Or how stupid I can be.

Alicia.
P.S/ Hiuwai rocks ttm :) Thanks for giving me your 100th post ♥ (L)
P.P.S/ I love my history group out of a sudden :D And of course xiao-3!!!

Wouldn't it be nice if we could be like normal friends, saying hello to each other every other day? Last time I thought we were really getting along. Now, its not that I don't want to get along with you. Its just that so many things have happened. I think you hate me now, right? Other people can wave and play with each other , but we, just ignore each other. Every time you walk by me, I want to say hello, but your facial expression just tells me to get lost. Many things I wouldn't understand, but you could tell me right? One friendship is just wasted like that. I don't even see you that often anymore. And we don't even talk. Not even a word. You keep saying we don't understand you. Maybe I really don't. Perhaps you never gave me a chance to either.